低调

感情很微妙
再多付出也好
再多关心也徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
他最后停在那里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角
努力地对自己好
你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调
傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

难道是我对我自己不够好

小武+大力

i ed no hear BY2 de song
but now come out The Veronicas
omG
gimme a break leh~
it's tis my destiny ?

the veronicas-untouched

it's over

everything is goin back to old time .....
happy hours is gone
i gotta be strong
keep moving on
keep pushing on

bye,ww~

Don't stop

i can't stop ,gotta fill all my time
without FL and dance ,i will think many things
think too much ,miss so much
tears drop down everytime,when i take a rest from dance or FL
,heard those song ......
Ne-yo -part of the list
katy perry-thinking of you
david archuletta -a little too not over you
nickelback-i'd come for you

i noe wat i doin now
i understand wat will happen
i just dunwan get over you
how sad also
juz can't get over you
i noe da road is a dead end
but i still walk in
coz
tat wat i want
my choice

don't stop man,keep moving ,move to wat u want
make no regret

i'm keep moving =)

morning download jor FL studio 8 ,crack jor
start da program,omg ,all things i can't understand at all

mixer ,wave editor,recorder,channel,Piano roll,Sequence Steps
intrusment plugins,amp,wave in wave out,convolution,equalizer,blur
delay bank ,feedback etc etc WTF my brain is full of those things now
i nid sometime to arrange and absorb them~but now i ed can cre a own simply beats audio ~i 'm keep moving to my target =)
i hope i can cre smth useful b4 join comp =)

晚上天映播生日快乐，古天乐和刘若英演的，之前都是看一点不看一点，每次看的时候都差不多做完，今天一开电视机刚刚做，终于可以坐下来慢慢看~很感动的一套戏~虽然桥段很旧了，已经看过很多类似剧情的文章，小说之类的~但还是被感动到，应该是过程吧~小南最爱的始终是小米~
比好朋友再好一点的好朋友，好熟悉的感觉哦~

fight in 4 year

yeah~all da gal plz fucking out of my way~
wat ms.b,ms.g,ms.z all get out of my mind ~
yeah~all game plz fuk off man~
wat dota ,sa,on9,off9,singleplayer,multiplayer
ps,ps2 ,ps3,psp,wii,gba,nds,xbox get out of my life

nobody can hold me tis time
nothing can stop me tis time
dance in 4 year~
single until 25~

Ready & Go

i'm standby anytime to join comp
i wan JOIN COMPETITION

let's see how far i can go till~
i wan performance ,wan comp,wan dance ~

anything is goin well
step by step
feeling my improve
like to take a TEST now
see i pass or not ~

让我欢喜让我忧~

你啊~就是有这样的魔力
一两句话，可以让我开心一整天~
昨晚关了电话后，我觉得我至少一个月内不会失落了~

是你先讲起以前的事，也是我一直不敢讲的事情
我一直很后悔以前用酱的方法追你，却没想到几年后会从你嘴里
说出你曾经因为这样心动过~不管你是不是骗我的，就算是，我也心甘情愿被你骗

你说的没错，那段时间，channel 16,6-8点2个小时
我们就这样各自在家看着电视，讲着电话，是我和你罢了~
没有别人，所以那段时间是属于我们两个人的
我们在那段时间制造了很多开心的回忆，不论结果如何
那都是个很美好的回忆

不久前我在部落格里写过，我说就是因为以前发生的所有事情
导致我们现在的这种关系，没想到我昨天听到你说同样的一句话
每次在你身上发现和一样和我共通的东西
我都会很开心~这些都是自然反应
我也不知道我在开心什么~

虽然说我和你一样很满意我们现在的关系
但那并不代表我满足哦
不过，我也抱着不勉强也不放弃的心态来处理我们之间的事情
至少我现在可以改下称号
从一直单恋你的男人变成曾经让你心动的男人
而且我相信
你的心动，还会再次出现。。。

14-7-09

tis few day i'm
worry->jealous->confuse

worry
can't get ur reply,can't call in ur phone,few day no on9
din go work,dissappear from my life ,my int can't ctrl my brain
the feel is come by itself

jealous
noe u go where d ,got 2 reason u be there
but i dunwan noe which it is ...
coz dunno ,still 50%-50%
but if i noe da reason ,it become 100%
i scare it's da reason i dunwan heard
i choose dun ask

confuse
chin find me yest ,go to feeling cafe eat dinner
told me his story,feel a little touch
he told me ,dare dare go ,dun make a decision tat make me regret whole life,i confuse ....ya ...4 year b4 i make a wrong decision ,i scare to choose now ,i scare i will make 1 more let me regret whole life de decision

10-7-09

I'm GLAD
BOEY IS BACK
next target is VINOD
sux u man ,i wan u next week appear at my class
y i so wan it happen,coz u r da guy like us
hot to dance ,passion to dance ,love to dance

my drean won far like tis keep moving
da FEEL is sux good
i wan share tis feel to someone
someone far away from me ....

you

memories supposed to fade
what's wrong with my heart?
shake it off,let it go
didn't think it be so hard
should be strong,moving on
but i see you sometimes i try to hide
what i feel inside and i turn around
you're with him now
i just can't figure it out

tell me why
u so hard to forget
don't remind me
i'm not over it
tell me why
i can't seem to face the truth
i'm just a little too not over you

david archuletta-A little too not over you


By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you

Nickelback-I'd come for you

倾诉

2003年尾认识你的时候，我是个刚读完初三辍学出来社会工作的无知少年，想起都好笑
先认识你妹才认识你，后来你妹讲起我当初认识她是不怀好意，我真的是想找个洞躲。。。依家系吾系玩笃爆先><

一开始觉得你很漂亮，自然就变成我的目标啦。经过几通电话和信息的来往，发现我们真的很好谈，不过一切都是自己的想法，对于一个15岁经常活在自己的世界的我，那种关系，已经超过了平时和其他女生的关系，所以我就沉醉在自我的想法里。。其实你对每个人都是那样，因为你对每个朋友都是一样的，当然这是我后来才知道的。。

追你，现在想起我真的很后悔，很想重来
不曾谈过恋爱的我，天真的以为，用电话和信息对你说我爱你，就是爱你
被你拒绝无数次，无数次泪洒枕头，对着朋友讲到红着眼睛
只知道自己爱你爱到很苦，为什么你就那么狠心
却不知我其实从来都没有付出过
从来都没有试过用行动去证明我的心意
直到我第一个女朋友，在她那里我学会了如何去爱一个人
而不是只会用嘴巴说我爱你
到现在我一直都很后悔，我觉得我当时的无知是导致我们现在这种关系的一大败笔，虽然我不能说我一定追到你但至少我有用心去付出的话
被你拒绝我都无怨无悔，但我竟然只是一个只会用嘴巴讲的人还要到处跟朋友哭诉。。我很不甘心。。

04年过的很漫长，我都数不清我想你表白了多少次。。

05年，我决定恨你，因为我不想再一直那样下去，我开始找其他目标
由于我这一生中最好的兄弟的关系，我遇到了我小学同学，也是我第一个女朋友。。开始是对对方有点好感，然后就抱着试试的心态，17岁了嘛，怎样都要有个女友。。那时是这样想的。。
由于她每天去读书都会经过我家，那时的我就每天早上7点爬起来陪她去读书，她家和学校又靠近我家，所以时常去找她，不久我们就在一起了
后来她告诉我，她被我每天早上起来陪她去读书打动，那时我才明白到什么叫行动和付出

和她的感情维持到06年年尾，因为我的不成熟，好玩，我筹不到陪她的时间，开始常吵架，最后就分了。。对她，我觉得我对不起她。。。

感情空白的07，思绪又深陷在你那里。。期间偶尔一班朋友出来聚会
我发现我心里自己定义我在恨你其实是骗自己罢了，因为我根本不会拒绝任何和你见面的机会。。恨你，只是我换一种说法把你放在我心里罢了

08，遇到一个女孩，她真的让我一度以为我可以忘了你，但最后发现她和你一样，和我是不同世界的人，感觉到自己的无力，感觉到自己并没有条件让人选，没有地方让人看上。。因为有了对你的经验，我很快抽离了对她的感情，避免越踩越深。。

今年，和你一度频频联络，我非常喜欢现在和你的这种关系，但有时也很无奈。。。当年被你拒绝的时候不懂得放下，人家说时间会慢慢冲淡一切
，但我只觉得随着时间的增长，我对你的感觉只有越来越深。。如果我一早就学会放下，今天就不会这样了。。

我真的很怕自己把持不住，当你不回我的时候我真的很痛，但另一方面我又很希望我们这样下去，我不奢求，只要你当我是知己，我就很开心了
你不开心或心烦的时候，我可以帮你分担一下，我就很满足了
但其实你对每个人都一样。。。。

我不能说我这一辈子最爱的人是你
但这一刻
我是



感情上的事，我只对2个人倾诉，你是其中一个
我不可能对这你说上面这堆东西
所以我只好选择写在这里

希望你幸福快乐
真的真的

4-7-09

mum and dad b from genting
juz reach home den tell me wan giv me my 21 birthday gift
WTH?!
back from genting wan giv me birthday gift ?win many buy me a car ?
wat is tat ?fast take out la
slowly slowly take it out from bag...

lolx,is a perfume

make me so shock earlier

but ....haiz..cincai la ,tis also not cheap

but sure not expensive den a car la ....

somemore they juz lose at genting ...

feel so lonely ....

i shud find akon sing k together....

david cook-lights on

david archuleta -crush
nice song ,intro to u all

go search it at youtube

secondhand serenade -your call

dun listen to da old version,coz now tv all playing da mv is old album da "your call"

new album da "your call"is more nice but no mv yet~

at last

miss u

-----------------

1-7-09

wow monday meet automan at street when go WCG wif lina they
he injured and can't dance for half year ~
walao ~i still waiting his class tim gah~

feel tired to go klcc ed ,walan eh
can't finish de work
touch up and touch up and touch up again
zzZZzzZZzz

changing my number to maxis postpaid
fast done la ,i wan call out = =

Will pan new album is nice~
like his style ~

i now everyday pass like waiting smth
but dunno waiting wat
smth fresh ?
smth can change my life now?